It's just one of those mornings in med school where you don't want to do ANYTHING. I leave for Disney tomorrow AM and that's all that is on my brain. I hate the thought of studying when I get back, or even worrying while I'm away, but I guess it comes with the territory. This week is the beginning of my new trimester so it's basically introductory courses (which means regular classes on steroids), but it's not too bad considering I'm good at genetics. I just want my dunkin donuts bagel and iced tea and to eat it in bed while watching some stupid hospital show. WAH.
Speaking of WAH, I cry a lot now. It's weird how med school brings out the worst in you. Sometimes you get so anxious sleep isn't an option and sometimes you get so tired and sad you just cry. It's rather odd. I'm not really a "cryer" so this whole "randomly break down in tears because I hate my life" it's weird to me. That's the other thing, the fatigue. It's a vicious cycle. Wake up early, study until late, can't fall asleep, repeat. I have never been this tired in my life! Granted I've never had a ridiculous job or anything like that, but I'm still so darn tired. I suppose my body will get used to it.
With being tired comes getting sick. My immune system sucks right now. Someone can cough twenty minutes away and I'll get sick. Poor sleep patterns, eating habits, and lack or exercise make it hard to be healthy. Some people make time to go to the gym once a day, but most of my days I'd rather spend that hour on a nap.
Enough complaining for today I suppose, I AM heading to Disney World tomorrow, and for that I am thankful.